This too shall pass.

21 Dec

I haven’t been getting much sleep lately and by this morning I felt a massive headache kicking in, kinda like what people often describe as a hangover after getting drunk. For me, the hangover was from a piece of shattering news I received yesterday.

My heart felt constricted under the choking weight of grief like a lump in my throat. But as I finished praying fajr and raised my hands to make du`aa, a little voice inside me reminded me that this too shall pass.. I decided it was upto me: I could either wallow in misery or choose to be happy, do the best I can and continue living.

I chose happiness. For me, happiness = acceptance and being content in the present moment and to continue living with the mantra of never giving up. Its not easy to choose when you’re fighting off overwhelming emotional pain, but it most certainly is liberating.

Life as we know is all about making decisions and choices. For me, the most important daily decision to make is to start my day with renewed faith and making a conscious effort of choosing happiness regardless of my circumstances. And that results into a lighter, more content me.

2 Responses to “This too shall pass.”

  1. Umm 'Uthman May 14, 2012 at 3:21 pm #

    as-Salaamu ‘Alaikum, you don’t know me, but i would just like to say, i love you for the sake of Allah sis. You are in my thoughts and prayers. x

    • Umm Khawla May 24, 2012 at 10:53 am #

      Wa`alaykum assalaam wa rahmatullaah wa barakatuh,

      May He for Who’s sake you love me, love you too sis. Jazakillaahu khayran for your sweet msg. Means alot🙂 x

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